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| Just got back from shoppin with my mum. Missed church today and boy am i unhappy bout that. Lets see. Friday was alright, Went clubbin with Daniel, Kingsley his gal pal and Fatnick. Few peeps there but we had fun. Opened a teq and few drinks. The couple got high pretty fast, thus leaving us early. Saturday was spent sleeping at home though i wanted to go out =(. Jeez time speeds past when ur having a weekend. I dread to think that tmr's a Monday. Engineering Maths and Thermodynamics class. Hell loadda maths for a day. Monday's been branded my kill brain cells day. Good thing though is that i see a whole lotta more familiar faces from this sems freshies. More peeps to hang with when my clazz aint free. Gosh i hope the weekend comes fast. Things are getting better with my mum BTW. She apologised for what she did. Catcha guys soon . | | |
| ZOMG i haven updated my blog in ages though countless times ive said ill be back here..... Sooo soooo sorry i totally spaced. Lifes the same old councelling here and there but heres the differance. My walk with God has become so much more...... Though i have problems here and there i aint afraid to face them. Recently i got really drepressed and went into trauma cause i had a really bad rift with my mum when she totally blew up at me and lost it cause i went into her room while she was sleeping and was looking for a lighter. She thought i was looking through her stuff. Which i totally defended that i was not. Then here came the part outta the movies which set me into the totally screw and depressed mood. Made me feel like commiting suicide. Okok she took a Knife and placed it in my hands pulling it towards her. Yelling that that was the equivalence of how i hurt her over the years. I felt completly fucked up. I just felt like pulling the knife to myself instead. Thank god i didnt but im seriously going through a lot of mental stress over that + the fact that i just got out of a 3 day 2 night chuch stay over at the City Bayview hotel. It was okay there. Praying for people and doing sound equip check everyday. Being a helper there opened my perspective of doing gods work. Neway ill be heading out now to meet Daniel and all ill be updating more this time round and i mean it. Pray for me please cause im going through a lot at the same time being there for others. | | |
| Went through my retest for SOM yesterday. Must say i did fare pretty well after counterchecking. Had a screwed yet good day. Ironic ? yes it is. Had C++ probs with the lect again. Shes pissed off that i haven been coming to school though i know my work. Sheesh. Met Grace and Cheryl for like 20 secs just to pass her the cookies i baked then went to go councel 1 of my friends that was in a dire strait. shopped with my mum and bought a fuck loadda clothes. Friekien splurged $400. Then i went to have a screwed up fuck shit session with my cell group leader and my mum and my relationship with her as a son. Feel like shit now cause itz like the whole world is against me...... Jesus ! Save me and be my defending lawyer. You know what im going through. Im uber confused with everything. Life, skl, love, every single shit comes under here. Dangit im gonna try sleep it off. But yet i know that it wont work. | | |
| Haven had time to update recently. Problems with everythin, and a whole bunch of shiznit. Out of the 4 tests ive done for my CT i have to resit 2 which totally blows. Been through crap week with problems both family and social. Just cant wait to get through the week with school. Gotta start studying and sleeping according to schedule. Oh and guess what i have to start jotting down lyrics for the new songs we're writing so do tune in and listen to our songs at www.purevolume.com/lesserdivine . Sleep has been compromised too long with late nights out with friends. Been "unwineing" too much and my mum's on my hiney about it. Life starting to feel screwy but i hope the life graph bends upwards soon. Peace out | | |
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Omg Schools starting soon and i have like 3 more days till my common test. Time to start studying more than my usual. Which is like erm..... nothing. Well at least im glad that i did do some of my studying ahead of time. The Band is really going through some sort of a shakeup now. Drummer's down with NS and has no time to jam and all so we might be thinking of someone else already cause we really need to get down on jamming and all. Cant wait for the next few Gig's this new year . Oh that reminds me. Happy New Year! | | |
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